The pain from my incision is still great enough that I rely on percocet. But the percocet makes me…fuzzy. I doze frequently, and even when I’m awake I’m often confused. When I was still in the hospital more than once I felt phantom movements and thought it was baby Felix. Now that I’m home that hasn’t been an issue…but other thoughts enter my head. All the ibuprofen I’ve been taking has made my stomach ache. Just this morning I was wondering if it would be safe to take pepto bismol…safe for the baby. Then I was thinking ahead to an event that will happen in March, but I thought “oh, that’s when the baby will be coming.” Except he’s already come and gone. I need my drug supply to run out so I can clear my head.